Salt on my wounds
This salt life
Exit my mouth
Guess I better think twice
Three times the charm
I'm the lucky one tonight
Friend in the world
Want to see if I'm all right
Brilliant conversation
Does not require engraved words
Intelligent speak
Does not mean you'll be heard
Breathe in deep the salt sea air
Just remembering you are always there
Spoken in a rhythm
Hope you like my rhyme
But what really matters is our salty time
Finding a reason to be driven every day
And I mostly live up to all that I say
Integrity in side of me
This honest beating breast
And here among the salt sea break
I admit I like you best
Open and flowing
Like the incoming tide
And friendships like this
Only get better with time
Signs on my journey
Like these puzzle pieces find
So many of our encounters
Have completely blown my mind
Winding down for sleeping
These words had to be typed
And I pray upon my pillow
The salt will not be from my eyes
Sizing me up slowly
Inside your complicated mind
And I cannot wait to see
What thoughts we will design
Grinding hard the working
I felt so old today
But tomorrow I will remember
The salt along the way
Almost time for season
New waves of people stay
Driven along the coast line
For the Dawning of the day
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Wanted
I want to kiss you
Until you orgasm in my mouth
Till your heart beats in perfect time
With the rhythm of the Universe
I want to hold you until there is no sound left
Only the heat of my breath against your chest
Cleft and rise until we have left
All former understanding of consciousness
You see I left sex
Because she did not complete me
I am waiting for true love
As he writes letters to beseech me
I want to know you like the sound of my name
Like the taste of my favorite dish
Or the bliss of my first flame
I want to speak without saying a word
I want to be heard in the air around the world
I want to be your girl in a way that completely unfurls
All the love we have ever known before
Until you orgasm in my mouth
Till your heart beats in perfect time
With the rhythm of the Universe
I want to hold you until there is no sound left
Only the heat of my breath against your chest
Cleft and rise until we have left
All former understanding of consciousness
You see I left sex
Because she did not complete me
I am waiting for true love
As he writes letters to beseech me
I want to know you like the sound of my name
Like the taste of my favorite dish
Or the bliss of my first flame
I want to speak without saying a word
I want to be heard in the air around the world
I want to be your girl in a way that completely unfurls
All the love we have ever known before
Echo
Echoes
I just
Stepped into
The lair of the fox
She said
Echoes
I just
Realized what
Everyone had already said
Echoes
We must
Embrace both sides of the echo instead
Echoes
Darkness
Is just an echo of the light
Echoing depth
Darkness is what we cannot see
Until the light is shed
Echoes
We must
Decide the sonar perception of breadth
Echoes
You are
An echo
Of me
Echoing you
Remembering what it was like
At the origin
Of sound
I just
Stepped into
The lair of the fox
She said
Echoes
I just
Realized what
Everyone had already said
Echoes
We must
Embrace both sides of the echo instead
Echoes
Darkness
Is just an echo of the light
Echoing depth
Darkness is what we cannot see
Until the light is shed
Echoes
We must
Decide the sonar perception of breadth
Echoes
You are
An echo
Of me
Echoing you
Remembering what it was like
At the origin
Of sound
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Are We Hungry?
Christi Johnson
November 27, 2012
Are We Hungry?
Word Count: 551
Since
the beginning of culture, society has engaged in power plays to advance. So
often the power of the leader is obvious whereas the power of the people becomes
a muted notation. “Attendance at munera subjected emperors to pressure from the
people (Emperors and Gladiators, Thomas Wiedemann)…” This leads me to ask,
“What are we hungry for?” Is it not a statement of what society desires to see
a rapid rise in the attendance of Reality Television Shows? What need within
our society does this satiate?
The
value placed on the Roman Arenas and the Hunger Games is the same as I see it.
Presented clearly is the element of control, the need for absolute power.
However, an Emperor is only as strong as the people’s acceptance of him. The
Roman people had a hunger a good emperor was obligated to fulfill. “An
emperor…might be criticized either for being too interested in the games, or
not interested enough (Emperors and Gladiators, Thomas Wiedmann)…”
Throughout
history a need to conquer, to feel superior has presented itself over centuries
of different culture, different time. I think the emotions of superiority need
to be approached steadfastly. It is in this pompous ego driven vision that
makes it allowable to watch “lesser” mortals die. In the beginning of the
Hunger Games, we see the dichotomy presented between those in the Capitol and
those in the outlying districts. The system derived for the games is what made
those in the Capitol feel justified in their murderous behavior. You can
directly relate this mentality to the emotions of the Romans toward the slaves
that fought in the Arena.
Identity
and social class play a large role in society in general. The view we have of
our particular class or societal stance can be seen to allow room for abuse of
someone “lesser” than you. Justification of one’s behavior becomes easier when
some feel entitled to be above and beyond those in lesser classes or certain
societal groupings. Katniss exhibits a masterful level of skill in handling the
mentality of those monitoring and being entertained by the games. Ultimately,
it is through this level of understanding that she was able to exit alive.
Our
Western culture especially has become enthralled with death and violence in
video games, reality shows and other digital media. I feel that though this is
not new in society by any stretch of the imagination, I do feel the ease of
digital access has made it too readily available. I feel also that in our
working family lives, younger children have access to such media. I believe
this to have a very desensitizing effect on our youth in regards to death and
violence.
“…The
ritual performance in the arena was a means of Imperial control (Blood in the
Arena, Allison Futrell)…” In the Hunger Games, the Capitol retained control on
the people by subjugating them to the games including their names being added
to the pot for things such as need of grain. “…it’s hard not to resent those
who don’t have to sign up for tesserae (Hunger Games, p. 13).” Katniss has been
entered twenty times by the age of sixteen and Gale forty two times by the age
of eighteen. Again, by the construct of those in power, those who are “lesser”
are being punished for their lack of status in life.
The
beauty of the Hunger Games is that Katniss gains the upper hand in the end. She
has the berries and is intending for both of them to eat. Although Peta does
not understand at first, he trusts her. The Game-makers cannot allow both
survivors to die. This was a dangerous move on Katniss’ part but she played her
precarious ace and won. “How often have I seen them ringed around our kitchen
table, and I thought, ‘Why don’t they leave? Why do they stay to watch?’ And
now I know. It’s because you have no choice (Hunger Games, p. 348).”
The Soap Box Cafe: An Ethics Project.
The Soap Box
Christi Johnson
Independent Business Study
The name of my business is to be the Soap Box. It will be a
health centered café and artistic hot spot. I will focus on local art, music,
poetry and other artisans such as jewelry makers. Works of art will be
available for sale with the artist getting the majority of the sale price and
myself getting a percentage for commission. I will be the owner and operator. I
will need a kitchen manager, a general manager, and myself to manage the
business. I will need several general level staff members with a decent amount
of experience in the food service industry. I will also need to hire two people
who are responsible for cleaning my establishment after closing.
The Kitchen Manager and General Manager will start out at a
salary of forty thousand per year with Blue Cross Blue Shield Benefits that I
will pay half of. I will endeavor to keep the Managers at fifty or so hours. My
general level staffing will make nine dollars per hour with a benefit package
available to them deducted from their paycheck weekly. My cleaning crew will be
paid minimum wage. All employees will receive a 25% discount on all our
products.
My desired location will be one of two places: downtown
Dunedin or downtown St. Pete. I will advertise in many ways. I will circulate
coupons to incite business in local papers. I will create business cards with
an item of interest free on the back of the card such as a free smoothie or
breakfast sandwich (with the purchase of another) to create incentive to draw
business. I will then hand out said business cards in places where I might find
my demographic. I will use VistaPrint and cheaper methods of printing and
advertising as I am trying to keep my start-up funds low until profit begins to
funnel down. I will use old fashioned networking and word of mouth putting in a
lot of hours on pavement to suffice this need. Two hundred fifty business cards
with VistaPrint can be printed for about twenty dollars. I would probably fulfill
an order of five hundred. There are many local papers that allow for free ads
if under a certain word count. I would use such means as social media (like
Facebook) as well. I would rev up fellow business owners in the area that might
lend support by helping me spread word of my new business. I would host a grand
opening party for the public to come see what I am all about.
I would being by being open from seven to eleven weekdays and
open longer on weekends as business demands until I could see what my prime
flow was and would honor those hours as I found them out.
I found financial backing through several means. I was able
to procure some money through personal backing of investors that believed in my
business model. I was also able to procure a small business loan from a local
community bank. I also added to this fund some money that I have been saving
for this exact moment. Altogether, I was able to procure one hundred thousand
dollars so that I might get through a majority of the year to justify expenses
until the profit margin regulates itself.
General Manager salary, one month: $3,400.00.
Kitchen Manager salary, one month: $3,400.00.
Five general level staff members, thirty hours each @ $9/hr.
$1,350.00
Two cleaning crew members @ 3hrs. per night @ $7.67 * 5
nights per week: $230.00
Benefits would not begin until after thirty days of
employment.
My salary is intentionally not included because I have
created a position to allow for this until profit margins rise (estimated three
to six months).
Rent for my small café: $1300.00.
Electricity: $800.00.
Food and supply expenses: $14,500.00.
Advertising: $300.00.
Total expense estimated for one month: $25,280.00.
Sales estimated for one month: $30,000.00.
Profit estimated for one month: $4,720.00.
Code of Ethics for the Soap Box Café:
·
There
is to be no swearing, arguing, or negative display on the sales floor or within
customer hearing.
·
There
will be no tolerance for racial, sexual, or religious intolerance.
·
There
will be no tolerance for sexual harassment.
·
There
will be no tolerance for taking anything that belongs to the company without
express written or verbal consent by management.
·
There
are to be no sales of a personal nature taking place on company property
without express permission of management.
·
There
will be no tolerance for intoxication or drug use of any sort while on the
company clock.
·
There
shall be no lying to achieve personal gain within the company structure.
·
Insubordination
is strictly discouraged. Open door policy is encouraged.
·
There
will be no tolerance for clocking anyone other than oneself into the company
time clock.
·
There
shall be no slanderous remark made regarding fellow employees. The open door
policy allows room for harmonic conversation with the intention of meeting
resolution or compromise.
·
All
employees are expected to be working in the best interest of the company (not
themselves) the entire time they are on the company clock.
·
Employees
must be mindful of their conduct while in uniform as they are being seen as a
representative of our business.
·
There
is to be no product made or supplied without being rung through the system.
Each code must be enforced individually as some represent
more severity than others. For minor violations, the procedure will be as
follows: first a verbal warning, then written warning, finally suspension or
termination. For severe policy breaches such as sexual harassment or drug use,
immediate termination may be necessary. The code will be in constant progress
but will be attended to directly twice per year in a manager meeting. The code
of ethics will be included in all new hire packets and will be posted in
employee areas of viewing.
Discrimination Policies and Procedures:
No tolerance of sexual orientation, race, gender, or religious
beliefs will be tolerated. Each employee that is hired as a part of our crew
was hired due to a certain set of skills or knowledge that will benefit our
company. Each employee is deigned the right to be who they are as long as they
do not cross the personal boundaries of other staff members. An atmosphere of
hostility or judgment will not be tolerated, and will be severely punished if
an air of malevolence is determined to be present in interpersonal dealings.
All new hire employees must work through an employee handbook
that will include company policies, code of ethics, discrimination policy, and knowledge
of our menu and operation. They will be quizzed and guided through training to ensure
that these mandates are understood from the beginning. There will be staff
orientation meetings where management will conduct question and answer sessions
at the end of training/orientation to ensure full understanding of all that is
required of staff members.
Policies on discrimination will be strictly enforced and
judged on a per case basis. The Owner/Operator shall be the sole deciding
factor in these matters though reporting manager will also be involved and
given sway.
Discrimination of all sorts must be reported immediately to
the manager on duty. The manager on duty must then immediately involve the
Owner/Operator. All acts of Discrimination will be taken to heart with utter seriousness
and will involve outside authorities if it is deemed necessary (especially if
sexual or racial in nature).
Our business will in essence be an anchor in the artistic
segment of our community. It will promise to maintain the utmost commitment to
our customers’ health and physical wellbeing. We shall be dedicated to offering
high levels of nutritional value along with a place where artists, poets,
musicians & creators of other sorts might come and network, express and
enjoy themselves. No judgment or negative speak of any sort shall be offered by
any employee at any time while on or off property regarding our business’
highlighted artists. All employees must show interest in understanding the
nutritional value of our products and be able to accurately explain to a guest
the dietary breakdown of our products (materials will be posted and provided).
All employees must register a mind-set of wellness in their conduct while at
work and hopefully while out of work as well. Our target demographic will be
those who earnestly wish to eat correctly and enjoy their food at the same
time. Foods will be organic and non-processed. Art will be local and in the
interest of helping up and coming artist support themselves and become known.
Our company will maintain the closest resonance to begin a
green company as is possible. All employees will please be mindful of waste,
whether product, electricity or time. Employees will be dedicated to staying
with recipes and standards as the menu was designed to adequately be mindful of
these things. Sensor lights will be placed in rooms that are not populated
often. Green paper products will be purchased and used solely. Styrofoam will
not be present anywhere on the property. Customers will be encouraged to bring
in their own travel mugs for a discount on smoothies, etc. Employees will be
educated and expected to uphold green policies. The Owner/Operator shall be
dedicated to staying on trend with her knowledge base on such matters.
Companies supplying product will be chosen per their green policies as well.
Liability is always a thought that must be had. Owner/Operator,
Management & Staff shall be mindful of OSHA procedures, healthy and safe
kitchen and work environment. Employees must wear non-slip shoes. Customers and
non-employee friend and family members must be aware of not crossing employee
area only lines. Wet floor signs must always be used when cleaning flooring.
Caution and care must be on the forefront of thought when preparing food,
serving food, cleaning, and executing all job functions. Safety, healthy and
OSHA policies will be posted in Employee viewing areas.
All policies will be written for and reviewed with new hire
employees. All policies will be posted in plain view for all employees. Any
changes will be discussed in a company-wide meeting. An open door policy will
be encouraged for all questions and concerns. Regular employee meetings will be
held along with food served to encourage harmony and morale among staff.
All policies will be strictly enforced as per descriptions in
the employee manual. All situations will be judged on a per item basis by
Management and Owner/Operator.
Anyone feeling they have been violated or have witnessed a
violation will be treated with respect and discretion. All such situations
should be reported to the Management on Duty and the Manager then will involve
the Owner/Operator. All such situations will be held in utter respect and
privacy to ensure the comfort of any reporting staff member.
As we are a small company, if possible the Manager on Duty
should always be the first to be told regarding any discrimination or policy
violation. However the Owner/Operator would like to exhibit a family atmosphere
where she may be approached with said concerns. The open door policy would hope
to encourage all problems/concerns an employee may have to be considered as
relevant and the staff should understand their privacy will be respected. The
ultimate goal is to create a harmonic work environment where hard work, honesty
and integrity are respected.
The Owner/Operator will also hold herself to these standards
and create an ideal for the hard work and honesty she expects from the staff
she hires.
Friday, November 16, 2012
Aurora Borealis on my bedroom wall.
First of all, it is three twenty six in the morning and I am up eating salad. I just woke to a very strange and beautiful experience. I am not even sure how well I am about to express this in words but I feel as though I must try.
I wish I could recapture the moment I awoke. Freeze frame the thought. It was readily apparent when I woke but now like a fragile whisp of smoke, it is gone. What I do remember is still exquisitely beautiful!
I know that I had an epiphany or revelation of high spiritual order. I opened my eyed to greet the flickering candlelight on my bedroom wall and felt so amazed by what I had just figured out. As I am staring at the flickering candlelight, every square inch of wall being graced by the light of the candle shimmered prismatic, and on my very soul, appeared as spectacular as all the recordings of aurora borealis i have ever seen.
The light display continued for quite some time and then returned to normal. As I am completely sober, this really blew my mind.
So I lay there for a while. It happened again. A fragment of thought I can still remember, but the depth of the message eludes me. I can feel the difference in my soul however, and wonder when the rest will return to surface realization. I am intrigued, and wish I could express the beauty of what has just happened in the sanctity of my bedroom.
I tossed and turned and tried to return to sleep, but could not. I felt led to write about it. I know so many of you read my posts, and so many beautiful souls cross my path daily. I am interested to see what the reverberation is.
Hotep all,
Lady RAin
I wish I could recapture the moment I awoke. Freeze frame the thought. It was readily apparent when I woke but now like a fragile whisp of smoke, it is gone. What I do remember is still exquisitely beautiful!
I know that I had an epiphany or revelation of high spiritual order. I opened my eyed to greet the flickering candlelight on my bedroom wall and felt so amazed by what I had just figured out. As I am staring at the flickering candlelight, every square inch of wall being graced by the light of the candle shimmered prismatic, and on my very soul, appeared as spectacular as all the recordings of aurora borealis i have ever seen.
The light display continued for quite some time and then returned to normal. As I am completely sober, this really blew my mind.
So I lay there for a while. It happened again. A fragment of thought I can still remember, but the depth of the message eludes me. I can feel the difference in my soul however, and wonder when the rest will return to surface realization. I am intrigued, and wish I could express the beauty of what has just happened in the sanctity of my bedroom.
I tossed and turned and tried to return to sleep, but could not. I felt led to write about it. I know so many of you read my posts, and so many beautiful souls cross my path daily. I am interested to see what the reverberation is.
Hotep all,
Lady RAin
Friday, November 9, 2012
listening...
I have always found passion in watching the numbers and the algorithms in the worlds around me. It is incredible how much being in the right place at the perfect time can weave its way outward from you and open up the synchronous nature of the spiritual path of your day.
I feel that there are marcations along the path mathematically speaking that spark our awareness of the algorithms presence, which can futher heighten the nature of our spiritual flow.
I have had many tease me saying that I am always seeing signs in everything. Perhaps. However, what if the way my mind perceives this phenomenon will further open doorways for new development in spirituality, psychology and even mathematics.
Recently, a dear friend of mine was in the same time continuum as I was and noticed this anomolies with me. It was liberating to a great extent because that does not often happen so that two people walk the same path at the same time. It was an intense experience.
To me there are signifiers that alert me to the awareness that I am at Center Calm that I am in the vein of Wu Wei flow.
I see numbers. I see patterns. Segments of conversation that band together as I walk through them. People that notice or do the same thing at the same time. Once I hone in on the rhythm, I am in the center of the water way and move where I am supposed to go.
I listen to the Wind. I hear the rhythm of the leaves as She moves through the trees. I am listening.
I feel that there are marcations along the path mathematically speaking that spark our awareness of the algorithms presence, which can futher heighten the nature of our spiritual flow.
I have had many tease me saying that I am always seeing signs in everything. Perhaps. However, what if the way my mind perceives this phenomenon will further open doorways for new development in spirituality, psychology and even mathematics.
Recently, a dear friend of mine was in the same time continuum as I was and noticed this anomolies with me. It was liberating to a great extent because that does not often happen so that two people walk the same path at the same time. It was an intense experience.
To me there are signifiers that alert me to the awareness that I am at Center Calm that I am in the vein of Wu Wei flow.
I see numbers. I see patterns. Segments of conversation that band together as I walk through them. People that notice or do the same thing at the same time. Once I hone in on the rhythm, I am in the center of the water way and move where I am supposed to go.
I listen to the Wind. I hear the rhythm of the leaves as She moves through the trees. I am listening.
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