Tuesday, September 25, 2012

The Xenia Thread


Xenia, the ancient Greek concept of hospitality played a very large role in the story of the Odyssey. As a backbone, the concept is mirrored in both positive and negative light. Remove the existence of Xenia from the story, and the essence of the Odyssey will dissipate before your eyes.

        The first representation of Xenia rests in the beginning of the story. We find many men troubling Telemachus as they attempt to be suitors for his mother, though she remains loyal to her husband Odysseus.

        Telemachus expresses his vexation to the disguised Athena when he states, “They are eating us out of house and home, and will kill me someday (p. 248).”

        Due to the cultural respect of the concept of Xenia, Telemachus is unable to remove these men from his father’s home. His mother is not entertaining the suitors but remains loyal to her belief that Odysseus is alive and will yet return home. The “suitors” bank on Telemachus’ obligation to Xenia and remain comfortable in the home of Odysseus.

        This becomes an aggregant thread throughout the story from the beginning of the tale to the climax itself.

        In the case of the men seeking to be suitors, the honor of Xenia became a negative for Telemachus as he endeavored to uphold the honor of his Father’s house. However, there are points in the story where Odysseus could not have survived without it.

        Nausicaa was aroused by Athena (once more employing disguise) to rise from her slumber and wash her clothing. At the river, her path crosses the broken form of Odysseus: having washed upon the river’s shore the night before “On hands and knees. The sea had broken his spirit. His whole body was swollen…He lay scarcely alive (p. 282-283)...”

        Awakening to the sound of Nausicaa and her maids, Odysseus found himself broken and covered in brine. Nausicaa provided him with elements of oil and clothing so he may once more be presentable and hence represented Xenia to a strong degree. “Get ready now, stranger…So I can show you the way to my father’s house…if you want to see your homeland soon (p. 291-293)...”

        Nausicaa is aware of Odysseus’ great need for her mercy. His spirit, broken by the sea (p. 282) had left him nothing to do beside lay naked, covered in brine on the bank, where he lay waiting for the light of Dawn. The card of Xenia was used by this young woman to save the life of Odysseus, restoring his vitality so he was once more ready for travel. She knows well what she is doing as she offers the hospitality of her father’s house. It is reflected in her words upon Odysseus’ departure, “Farewell, stranger, and remember me in your native land. I saved your life (p. 294).”

        Without Xenia, Telemachus would have thrown out the stated suitors from his presence. He would have upheld the honor of his father and of his mother as she remained loyal, awaiting Odysseus’ return. Odysseus would have perhaps not survived his travels without the hospitality of several characters along his journey. As he arrived home, there would have been no men awaiting the slaughter of Odysseus. As stated, remove the thread of Xenia, and the entire essence of the Odyssey dissipates before your eyes.
        The honor within the concept of Xenia comes as one must view all guests as possible gods. It allows a traveler to be treated with utmost respect and hospitality. One may travel more often if the code of Xenia were present in our Western world. I am moved by this possibility. I am intrigued with the entirety of the elements Xenia added to the story of the Odyssey. Without it, the story simply would not remain.

Reflection: an exchange between the RAin and Kera Jo. Sick Nile River Flow!



inner light shines brighter than the sexiest of smiles, your voice could carry me through a travel that last for days worth of miles/i desire the fullest of quickness/cuz I am in this to win it/don't listen to the din/we are surrounded by white noise/boys dancing loudly around girls like they're toys/i saw the shimmer in your soul speak/this listen easy doorway/we are chorusing down bright lit streets/see this way we've paved. days after nights we forgotten the fight/ till another soldier comes along and reminds us what is right/we are the better of the best/ the fastest of the winners/we are the daring to do better/the rising of the sinners
 
im thirsty you rain/ easing my pain/ listen to all you're telling me/tempted to end your celibacy/always loved a warrior/ the fight is in your eyes/ two poetic souls arise/brought by the Nile underneath bright skies
 
wise listeners hear our voices carry, and in those sacred spaces my tongue would know to tarry, I carry the weight of these words on my shoulders from here to the next world war they are a boulder/I am a barrier/sinking in the quick sand/rescuing those ready to resurrect and trying to hearken to the plan/understand it is never easy to see the eyes that refuse the freeing/i would rather be able to rescue the whole damned human race
 
I am a supporter, lifting the sound of your voice like amplifier, coupling it with my own, finding the healing harmonic vibration to heal and liberate a nation/ I am a healer to dress the wounds of the hurt who hurt, to bottle your tears that will moisten the dry wounds of those who didn't know they were bound till their bonds were loose
 
noose around their necks/yet their pain deserves respect/i was sent to loosen and protect/march steady and gain connect/ we wise warriors never tarry, and even tho these days to come promise to be scary/i am the one who shall limit the variable/vary the bull/we embrace the skull/ i am milk to your cranium/all that I say I am/wiser than just yesterday/i may saunter, sway, and even swagger/but i never shatter, and I never fall down

never fall during crisis, all praise to Isis, the victory is priceless, with niceness we ice this/ fear is a factor for them who lack the, stamina to back the ...wins that we after/ one factor... of this war is the battle crosses realms/ with knowledge as a captain & wisdom at the helm/for those who thought it might broke, we be corded like rope, reporting bright hope, cuz what we write? DOPE

scope out the tower/bright laced in alabaster/we march until the middle class become the master/what we after is equality/i am here to set my people free/speak easy floor at the speak easy door/this speak easy score is easy to settle/I am a beast on a microphone/I only ask that you give me my own/I am here for the Pride of my people/roll our the paper and erect a brand new steeple/we deeper than surface level/soul settled and we have become unfettered/we better than the baddest "click up on this thing"/we sing loud songs/our melodies long/we gong over liars and set the whole world on fyah/we the one true desire/soul flyers/we aspire to be the greatest/and that's exactly what we'll be

Equality I'm with you, & for that Equity, get with me, we here to not let it be/ anything but better, Rain you make it wetter while I loose the fetter, & we do this to(get)her/ liberate the masses, re-establish classes, quick with it, we fastest to not let nothing past us/ Your beauty is alluring, your flow is steady pouring/ hear the goddess in the song of your soul, hope one day your hand I hold

my hand, heart and body/sistah, you got this goddess throbbing/and i haven't even seen your pictures/but we steady chemistrating this mixture/get wit ya/shit we was born of one another/mother to daughter and sister is to father as lover is the profit/we the wisest on the market/we sick with it/soul flow/only down with the intimate/we the baddest on the infinite/character arising from the divinity/we see far and wide/almost arose above the ocean tide/we hide from no one/the aten arises and we remember the battle done/the setting sun/victory won/we the only ones
 
my heart just skipped a beat, like a remix on dese streets/ I'm drinkin in your words & my reflection became complete/ no need for pictures, just picture, eyes closed & Im with you/ voice to voice, we hit membRain, the intensity insane!/crazy & deranged, they bout to think us strange cuz we bout to rock the stage, cross land & time & age/ i think we'll uncover memory of when I was you and you was me, walkin in divinity, traveling cross infinity
 
god/damn/I orgasmed hard like you already had/been wit me/sent this beat/down my spine to the toes on my feet/we heatin up the microphone/wait these written words and we alone/so zoned and crazy/hazy like I've been smoking the haze, see/what I did there/how i laid bare/stare if you must/cuz i will not combust/i come quickly/cuz its been so long since anyone cared to listen to my song/religiously/i speak see/just hopping that somebody will listen/glisten from the sweat as I represent/i came from the streets/hard core at eleven and I'm rocking a seven/no wait, make that a nine, I mean that is the number of our goddess divine/we entertwine like we've already loved/aten is smiling on us from above/we lovin it/brought together by some strangers convenant/we rubbing it/like some genie lamp that we could not be parted from/remember the dome/we never alone/now that I know you are down for the chrome/we hone in and respond/flying far beyond this murky pond/we so far toward Dawn/it is mos definitely time to get our game on
 
touch with a word that was seen & not heard/ with that you CAME into me, gladly allow u to enter me/ joined we belong, on a rhyme, poem or song/ How can I not listen, when Im also waiting so long?/ hard core is why your heart pour, I love your name/ cause what your called and what you do are exactly the same/ Reign Rain Reign, queen... goddess... I proclaim, that we will both win this game, cause our lamp remains!

we are the same/reflection of the other/sister to mother/lover under covers/shit what is this?/you have filled me with the quickness/quick witted and spitting/these words that cannot be mocked/we spock and the doctor/the captain is the profit/we walking through the soft lands/but good to know I walk with you/sew together all these pieces/keep my strengthened skin from reaching/we deep in and we begin the preaching/we wander far from home/i feel much less alone/we zone off and in and witness/our souls are braved with quickness/we witness a physical distance, but i am twin to your soul

loving you would be loving me, complete and utterly/ both instant & suddenly, don't know what was done to me/but to your words I testify, my spirit won't let this lie/& our eternal souls won't let this die, within me, you are inside/ Thank you for this zone, the house we build now becomes a home/Today I felt so alone, till we spoke & u were my own
 
hone in on your every sense/and no one in their right mind could consider this senseless/we are no where near defenseless/my niece cannot even determine which voice is yours and which is mine/so let us attempt to redefine/lines over symptoms/we are the bearing of the beginning/wish you were in the physical with me/i could use your arms wrapped in mine
 
I would hold u tight, stroke your hair, share your breath, & kiss u lightly on the forehead with each rhythmic rise of your breast/ I would pour my energy into you & receive yours as edify one another, powering up the divine light, godess to godess/ We would paint word pictures of our future journey together & harmonize with the melody of our motions/ We would make love naturally, spiritually and mentally, multi-orgasmic continuums on each plane simultaneously... if I was there in the physical
 
i concede as we feed into this divincal flow/knowing what it will be like before we even menatally know/we mentally flow/sewing seeds for the future and we simply just grow/together/weathering every storm/storm over sickness/we are dancing through the swiftness/ breathing through the quickness/why are you not in my arms?
 
I was, I am & I will be... you were, you are, you will be with me/ Time is unreal, we live as we feel/ to take care of you, meet your needs, we both water and plant the seeds/ storm whenever, make music forever, belong together, separate never!

never is a long time/but I plant forever seeds on a long vine/we determine what we will mine/like gold finds/we divine our destinies, and I promise you will get the best of me/divest in me the secrets of your entity/i am emptying/my song into your arms/the rest of me/i am protected see/but the goddesses i choose never underestimate me/we the prophecy/the ones we've been waiting for/we the secrecy/a peace of me/and we be marching free/the clemency/like offering the offerings would give the penance see/we the brahman see/the state of the gods till no more falter see/we the offering/daughtering the goddesses of the sanctuary/we the estuary/scary nonetheless/we are blessed with the best of forever/soul sever/we together/and together we will weather any storm/i've the strongest arm/keep you safe from harm, and you offer me a safe breast to call home

A breast to rest, be comforted and confess/ I too give you my best, profess that your songs in my arms they belong/ sinking into my skin, bone and marrow, becoming nutritious, you're so delicious, the answer to my wishes/ more like prayers, elevate me with your stares/ inebriate me with each lesson/ like Rain in drought, u r my blessing
 
so i lay in your gentle breast confession/this vision, no make that obssession/this image, no make that projection/we succession/like every blessing is rising in the height of our surmising/ i am fantasizing/cuz this alone time i was needing turned into me and you just free flowing/one to the other/how could i not expect you would penetrate me under cover/use no rubber/we need no gloves in between us/we could take it rough or ragged/my soul lies jagged/but you this magnet, and I cannot phathom/we empathic/haven't even touched you yet/you won't regret, the night you lay in my arms/my spiritual charms already got you raw...wish you wer closer/in the physical/take my meanings literal/goddamit girl/i'm spinning whirls/like whirlwinds of thought/of iron wrought/we been double bought/double sold/we made of gold/make that titanium/we got this new etheral hum/we already been done/but no one seen love like this before/we settle the score/open the door/what more could we offer/they can keep on scoffing/but we keep on walking/worn soles for worn souls
 
dont mean to be rude or intrude, alone I want you nude/ raw & real, sensitive to how I feel/ how I want to repair any damage, tear or wear/ peace the pieces, ravish you but not damage you/caught in your world wind, we won't let this world win/eradicate this worlds' sin, we created this world we in/Im hummin with you hear me? I too want you near me/ two worn souls with warm holds, you moistened my warm hole/ don't mean to be crude, want your body & soul nude

ain't nothin rude. we could continue this delicate fude/interesting fuug how I protruded into you/ you into me/we finally see...all we were meant to be/why won't you come to me/you set my spirit free/want you to see/all you expected resurrected/full erection/offer you protection/life's direction/we only sections of the same whole/same soul/won flow/we let our ethereal grow.

about to lay in my bed. feel free too call me. You have been the shining moment of my entire day. sway! fitness. I see we in this to win it! looking forward to the grinning that comes at the end of making love/you're the one I'm dreaming of! Truth spoken.
     

       


                  Poplar

                  Black breath wind
                  Like thin laced white magnolia skin
                  Of the not so distant South
                  We mouth our penitence
                  Like we mean it
                  But wouldn't we be screaming
                  If they took away our freedom?

                  These Kings & Queens
                  Swinging like fruit from poplar trees

                  Blood drips
                  Rhythmic drums
                  Like Rain on rooftops

                  Run
                  Run
                  Run?

                  Diwali

                  Bouncing around the walls of infinity
                  His lungs breathing me
                  With sacred affinity
                  I speak in haiku
                  Strong Ma'at in my sentences
                  As the Aten arises
                  Washing away all pretenses
                  We rise
                  And we fall
                  We shine
                  And we call
                  We dance upon stars
                  Of which we were born
                  We walk over miles
                  In cycles like the Nile
                  We radiate with smiles
                  Like Diwali in the night

                  Monday, September 17, 2012

                  In dreams.

                  The blue sky greeted me with puffy white clouds. I was among the buildings of men surrounded by construction. Men working at creating things. I parked my car and stepped out on to the Earth. I looked up to the sky, face reflecting the light of the Sun. I began singing directly to the Divine. I begin with questioning. Anger almost at the state of the societal decay. I ask why we suffer. I sing my earnest heart. I know not why these things must continue. My heart breaks in the eyes of the GAIA. I sing like I have never sung before. The melody is a power ballad and it grows with intensity. Toward the climax, I am harmonizing with the energy of the Universe surrounding me. I am engaging the Divine, and asking for guidance. I am seeking the steps of my Destiny. The melody grows until I am no longer singing but now I have wordlessly become like an angelic chorus. I am in unison with the Cosmic force. I feel the power of all I am meant to become. I am ready for all of this. I am now hovering above the Ocean dressed in brilliant glowing white. I am a melody. I am music.

                  Friday, September 7, 2012

                  Letter from a Birmingham Jail

                  AFRICAN STUDIES CENTER - UNIVERSITY OF PENNSYLVANIA

                  "Letter from a Birmingham Jail [King, Jr.]"

                  16 April 1963
                  My Dear Fellow Clergymen:
                  While confined here in the Birmingham city jail, I came across your recent statement calling my present activities "unwise and untimely." Seldom do I pause to answer criticism of my work and ideas. If I sought to answer all the criticisms that cross my desk, my secretaries would have little time for anything other than such correspondence in the course of the day, and I would have no time for constructive work. But since I feel that you are men of genuine good will and that your criticisms are sincerely set forth, I want to try to answer your statement in what I hope will be patient and reasonable terms.
                  I think I should indicate why I am here in Birmingham, since you have been influenced by the view which argues against "outsiders coming in." I have the honor of serving as president of the Southern Christian Leadership Conference, an organization operating in every southern state, with headquarters in Atlanta, Georgia. We have some eighty five affiliated organizations across the South, and one of them is the Alabama Christian Movement for Human Rights. Frequently we share staff, educational and financial resources with our affiliates. Several months ago the affiliate here in Birmingham asked us to be on call to engage in a nonviolent direct action program if such were deemed necessary. We readily consented, and when the hour came we lived up to our promise. So I, along with several members of my staff, am here because I was invited here. I am here because I have organizational ties here.
                  But more basically, I am in Birmingham because injustice is here. Just as the prophets of the eighth century B.C. left their villages and carried their "thus saith the Lord" far beyond the boundaries of their home towns, and just as the Apostle Paul left his village of Tarsus and carried the gospel of Jesus Christ to the far corners of the Greco Roman world, so am I compelled to carry the gospel of freedom beyond my own home town. Like Paul, I must constantly respond to the Macedonian call for aid.
                  Moreover, I am cognizant of the interrelatedness of all communities and states. I cannot sit idly by in Atlanta and not be concerned about what happens in Birmingham. Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly. Never again can we afford to live with the narrow, provincial "outside agitator" idea. Anyone who lives inside the United States can never be considered an outsider anywhere within its bounds.
                  You deplore the demonstrations taking place in Birmingham. But your statement, I am sorry to say, fails to express a similar concern for the conditions that brought about the demonstrations. I am sure that none of you would want to rest content with the superficial kind of social analysis that deals merely with effects and does not grapple with underlying causes. It is unfortunate that demonstrations are taking place in Birmingham, but it is even more unfortunate that the city's white power structure left the Negro community with no alternative.
                  In any nonviolent campaign there are four basic steps: collection of the facts to determine whether injustices exist; negotiation; self purification; and direct action. We have gone through all these steps in Birmingham. There can be no gainsaying the fact that racial injustice engulfs this community. Birmingham is probably the most thoroughly segregated city in the United States. Its ugly record of brutality is widely known. Negroes have experienced grossly unjust treatment in the courts. There have been more unsolved bombings of Negro homes and churches in Birmingham than in any other city in the nation. These are the hard, brutal facts of the case. On the basis of these conditions, Negro leaders sought to negotiate with the city fathers. But the latter consistently refused to engage in good faith negotiation.
                  Then, last September, came the opportunity to talk with leaders of Birmingham's economic community. In the course of the negotiations, certain promises were made by the merchants--for example, to remove the stores' humiliating racial signs. On the basis of these promises, the Reverend Fred Shuttlesworth and the leaders of the Alabama Christian Movement for Human Rights agreed to a moratorium on all demonstrations. As the weeks and months went by, we realized that we were the victims of a broken promise. A few signs, briefly removed, returned; the others remained. As in so many past experiences, our hopes had been blasted, and the shadow of deep disappointment settled upon us. We had no alternative except to prepare for direct action, whereby we would present our very bodies as a means of laying our case before the conscience of the local and the national community. Mindful of the difficulties involved, we decided to undertake a process of self purification. We began a series of workshops on nonviolence, and we repeatedly asked ourselves: "Are you able to accept blows without retaliating?" "Are you able to endure the ordeal of jail?" We decided to schedule our direct action program for the Easter season, realizing that except for Christmas, this is the main shopping period of the year. Knowing that a strong economic-withdrawal program would be the by product of direct action, we felt that this would be the best time to bring pressure to bear on the merchants for the needed change.
                  Then it occurred to us that Birmingham's mayoral election was coming up in March, and we speedily decided to postpone action until after election day. When we discovered that the Commissioner of Public Safety, Eugene "Bull" Connor, had piled up enough votes to be in the run off, we decided again to postpone action until the day after the run off so that the demonstrations could not be used to cloud the issues. Like many others, we waited to see Mr. Connor defeated, and to this end we endured postponement after postponement. Having aided in this community need, we felt that our direct action program could be delayed no longer.
                  You may well ask: "Why direct action? Why sit ins, marches and so forth? Isn't negotiation a better path?" You are quite right in calling for negotiation. Indeed, this is the very purpose of direct action. Nonviolent direct action seeks to create such a crisis and foster such a tension that a community which has constantly refused to negotiate is forced to confront the issue. It seeks so to dramatize the issue that it can no longer be ignored. My citing the creation of tension as part of the work of the nonviolent resister may sound rather shocking. But I must confess that I am not afraid of the word "tension." I have earnestly opposed violent tension, but there is a type of constructive, nonviolent tension which is necessary for growth. Just as Socrates felt that it was necessary to create a tension in the mind so that individuals could rise from the bondage of myths and half truths to the unfettered realm of creative analysis and objective appraisal, so must we see the need for nonviolent gadflies to create the kind of tension in society that will help men rise from the dark depths of prejudice and racism to the majestic heights of understanding and brotherhood. The purpose of our direct action program is to create a situation so crisis packed that it will inevitably open the door to negotiation. I therefore concur with you in your call for negotiation. Too long has our beloved Southland been bogged down in a tragic effort to live in monologue rather than dialogue.
                  One of the basic points in your statement is that the action that I and my associates have taken in Birmingham is untimely. Some have asked: "Why didn't you give the new city administration time to act?" The only answer that I can give to this query is that the new Birmingham administration must be prodded about as much as the outgoing one, before it will act. We are sadly mistaken if we feel that the election of Albert Boutwell as mayor will bring the millennium to Birmingham. While Mr. Boutwell is a much more gentle person than Mr. Connor, they are both segregationists, dedicated to maintenance of the status quo. I have hope that Mr. Boutwell will be reasonable enough to see the futility of massive resistance to desegregation. But he will not see this without pressure from devotees of civil rights. My friends, I must say to you that we have not made a single gain in civil rights without determined legal and nonviolent pressure. Lamentably, it is an historical fact that privileged groups seldom give up their privileges voluntarily. Individuals may see the moral light and voluntarily give up their unjust posture; but, as Reinhold Niebuhr has reminded us, groups tend to be more immoral than individuals.
                  We know through painful experience that freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed. Frankly, I have yet to engage in a direct action campaign that was "well timed" in the view of those who have not suffered unduly from the disease of segregation. For years now I have heard the word "Wait!" It rings in the ear of every Negro with piercing familiarity. This "Wait" has almost always meant "Never." We must come to see, with one of our distinguished jurists, that "justice too long delayed is justice denied."
                  We have waited for more than 340 years for our constitutional and God given rights. The nations of Asia and Africa are moving with jetlike speed toward gaining political independence, but we still creep at horse and buggy pace toward gaining a cup of coffee at a lunch counter. Perhaps it is easy for those who have never felt the stinging darts of segregation to say, "Wait." But when you have seen vicious mobs lynch your mothers and fathers at will and drown your sisters and brothers at whim; when you have seen hate filled policemen curse, kick and even kill your black brothers and sisters; when you see the vast majority of your twenty million Negro brothers smothering in an airtight cage of poverty in the midst of an affluent society; when you suddenly find your tongue twisted and your speech stammering as you seek to explain to your six year old daughter why she can't go to the public amusement park that has just been advertised on television, and see tears welling up in her eyes when she is told that Funtown is closed to colored children, and see ominous clouds of inferiority beginning to form in her little mental sky, and see her beginning to distort her personality by developing an unconscious bitterness toward white people; when you have to concoct an answer for a five year old son who is asking: "Daddy, why do white people treat colored people so mean?"; when you take a cross county drive and find it necessary to sleep night after night in the uncomfortable corners of your automobile because no motel will accept you; when you are humiliated day in and day out by nagging signs reading "white" and "colored"; when your first name becomes "nigger," your middle name becomes "boy" (however old you are) and your last name becomes "John," and your wife and mother are never given the respected title "Mrs."; when you are harried by day and haunted by night by the fact that you are a Negro, living constantly at tiptoe stance, never quite knowing what to expect next, and are plagued with inner fears and outer resentments; when you are forever fighting a degenerating sense of "nobodiness"--then you will understand why we find it difficult to wait. There comes a time when the cup of endurance runs over, and men are no longer willing to be plunged into the abyss of despair. I hope, sirs, you can understand our legitimate and unavoidable impatience. You express a great deal of anxiety over our willingness to break laws. This is certainly a legitimate concern. Since we so diligently urge people to obey the Supreme Court's decision of 1954 outlawing segregation in the public schools, at first glance it may seem rather paradoxical for us consciously to break laws. One may well ask: "How can you advocate breaking some laws and obeying others?" The answer lies in the fact that there are two types of laws: just and unjust. I would be the first to advocate obeying just laws. One has not only a legal but a moral responsibility to obey just laws. Conversely, one has a moral responsibility to disobey unjust laws. I would agree with St. Augustine that "an unjust law is no law at all."
                  Now, what is the difference between the two? How does one determine whether a law is just or unjust? A just law is a man made code that squares with the moral law or the law of God. An unjust law is a code that is out of harmony with the moral law. To put it in the terms of St. Thomas Aquinas: An unjust law is a human law that is not rooted in eternal law and natural law. Any law that uplifts human personality is just. Any law that degrades human personality is unjust. All segregation statutes are unjust because segregation distorts the soul and damages the personality. It gives the segregator a false sense of superiority and the segregated a false sense of inferiority. Segregation, to use the terminology of the Jewish philosopher Martin Buber, substitutes an "I it" relationship for an "I thou" relationship and ends up relegating persons to the status of things. Hence segregation is not only politically, economically and sociologically unsound, it is morally wrong and sinful. Paul Tillich has said that sin is separation. Is not segregation an existential expression of man's tragic separation, his awful estrangement, his terrible sinfulness? Thus it is that I can urge men to obey the 1954 decision of the Supreme Court, for it is morally right; and I can urge them to disobey segregation ordinances, for they are morally wrong.
                  Let us consider a more concrete example of just and unjust laws. An unjust law is a code that a numerical or power majority group compels a minority group to obey but does not make binding on itself. This is difference made legal. By the same token, a just law is a code that a majority compels a minority to follow and that it is willing to follow itself. This is sameness made legal. Let me give another explanation. A law is unjust if it is inflicted on a minority that, as a result of being denied the right to vote, had no part in enacting or devising the law. Who can say that the legislature of Alabama which set up that state's segregation laws was democratically elected? Throughout Alabama all sorts of devious methods are used to prevent Negroes from becoming registered voters, and there are some counties in which, even though Negroes constitute a majority of the population, not a single Negro is registered. Can any law enacted under such circumstances be considered democratically structured?
                  Sometimes a law is just on its face and unjust in its application. For instance, I have been arrested on a charge of parading without a permit. Now, there is nothing wrong in having an ordinance which requires a permit for a parade. But such an ordinance becomes unjust when it is used to maintain segregation and to deny citizens the First-Amendment privilege of peaceful assembly and protest.
                  I hope you are able to see the distinction I am trying to point out. In no sense do I advocate evading or defying the law, as would the rabid segregationist. That would lead to anarchy. One who breaks an unjust law must do so openly, lovingly, and with a willingness to accept the penalty. I submit that an individual who breaks a law that conscience tells him is unjust, and who willingly accepts the penalty of imprisonment in order to arouse the conscience of the community over its injustice, is in reality expressing the highest respect for law.
                  Of course, there is nothing new about this kind of civil disobedience. It was evidenced sublimely in the refusal of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego to obey the laws of Nebuchadnezzar, on the ground that a higher moral law was at stake. It was practiced superbly by the early Christians, who were willing to face hungry lions and the excruciating pain of chopping blocks rather than submit to certain unjust laws of the Roman Empire. To a degree, academic freedom is a reality today because Socrates practiced civil disobedience. In our own nation, the Boston Tea Party represented a massive act of civil disobedience.
                  We should never forget that everything Adolf Hitler did in Germany was "legal" and everything the Hungarian freedom fighters did in Hungary was "illegal." It was "illegal" to aid and comfort a Jew in Hitler's Germany. Even so, I am sure that, had I lived in Germany at the time, I would have aided and comforted my Jewish brothers. If today I lived in a Communist country where certain principles dear to the Christian faith are suppressed, I would openly advocate disobeying that country's antireligious laws.
                  I must make two honest confessions to you, my Christian and Jewish brothers. First, I must confess that over the past few years I have been gravely disappointed with the white moderate. I have almost reached the regrettable conclusion that the Negro's great stumbling block in his stride toward freedom is not the White Citizen's Counciler or the Ku Klux Klanner, but the white moderate, who is more devoted to "order" than to justice; who prefers a negative peace which is the absence of tension to a positive peace which is the presence of justice; who constantly says: "I agree with you in the goal you seek, but I cannot agree with your methods of direct action"; who paternalistically believes he can set the timetable for another man's freedom; who lives by a mythical concept of time and who constantly advises the Negro to wait for a "more convenient season." Shallow understanding from people of good will is more frustrating than absolute misunderstanding from people of ill will. Lukewarm acceptance is much more bewildering than outright rejection.
                  I had hoped that the white moderate would understand that law and order exist for the purpose of establishing justice and that when they fail in this purpose they become the dangerously structured dams that block the flow of social progress. I had hoped that the white moderate would understand that the present tension in the South is a necessary phase of the transition from an obnoxious negative peace, in which the Negro passively accepted his unjust plight, to a substantive and positive peace, in which all men will respect the dignity and worth of human personality. Actually, we who engage in nonviolent direct action are not the creators of tension. We merely bring to the surface the hidden tension that is already alive. We bring it out in the open, where it can be seen and dealt with. Like a boil that can never be cured so long as it is covered up but must be opened with all its ugliness to the natural medicines of air and light, injustice must be exposed, with all the tension its exposure creates, to the light of human conscience and the air of national opinion before it can be cured.
                  In your statement you assert that our actions, even though peaceful, must be condemned because they precipitate violence. But is this a logical assertion? Isn't this like condemning a robbed man because his possession of money precipitated the evil act of robbery? Isn't this like condemning Socrates because his unswerving commitment to truth and his philosophical inquiries precipitated the act by the misguided populace in which they made him drink hemlock? Isn't this like condemning Jesus because his unique God consciousness and never ceasing devotion to God's will precipitated the evil act of crucifixion? We must come to see that, as the federal courts have consistently affirmed, it is wrong to urge an individual to cease his efforts to gain his basic constitutional rights because the quest may precipitate violence. Society must protect the robbed and punish the robber. I had also hoped that the white moderate would reject the myth concerning time in relation to the struggle for freedom. I have just received a letter from a white brother in Texas. He writes: "All Christians know that the colored people will receive equal rights eventually, but it is possible that you are in too great a religious hurry. It has taken Christianity almost two thousand years to accomplish what it has. The teachings of Christ take time to come to earth." Such an attitude stems from a tragic misconception of time, from the strangely irrational notion that there is something in the very flow of time that will inevitably cure all ills. Actually, time itself is neutral; it can be used either destructively or constructively. More and more I feel that the people of ill will have used time much more effectively than have the people of good will. We will have to repent in this generation not merely for the hateful words and actions of the bad people but for the appalling silence of the good people. Human progress never rolls in on wheels of inevitability; it comes through the tireless efforts of men willing to be co workers with God, and without this hard work, time itself becomes an ally of the forces of social stagnation. We must use time creatively, in the knowledge that the time is always ripe to do right. Now is the time to make real the promise of democracy and transform our pending national elegy into a creative psalm of brotherhood. Now is the time to lift our national policy from the quicksand of racial injustice to the solid rock of human dignity.
                  You speak of our activity in Birmingham as extreme. At first I was rather disappointed that fellow clergymen would see my nonviolent efforts as those of an extremist. I began thinking about the fact that I stand in the middle of two opposing forces in the Negro community. One is a force of complacency, made up in part of Negroes who, as a result of long years of oppression, are so drained of self respect and a sense of "somebodiness" that they have adjusted to segregation; and in part of a few middle-class Negroes who, because of a degree of academic and economic security and because in some ways they profit by segregation, have become insensitive to the problems of the masses. The other force is one of bitterness and hatred, and it comes perilously close to advocating violence. It is expressed in the various black nationalist groups that are springing up across the nation, the largest and best known being Elijah Muhammad's Muslim movement. Nourished by the Negro's frustration over the continued existence of racial discrimination, this movement is made up of people who have lost faith in America, who have absolutely repudiated Christianity, and who have concluded that the white man is an incorrigible "devil."
                  I have tried to stand between these two forces, saying that we need emulate neither the "do nothingism" of the complacent nor the hatred and despair of the black nationalist. For there is the more excellent way of love and nonviolent protest. I am grateful to God that, through the influence of the Negro church, the way of nonviolence became an integral part of our struggle. If this philosophy had not emerged, by now many streets of the South would, I am convinced, be flowing with blood. And I am further convinced that if our white brothers dismiss as "rabble rousers" and "outside agitators" those of us who employ nonviolent direct action, and if they refuse to support our nonviolent efforts, millions of Negroes will, out of frustration and despair, seek solace and security in black nationalist ideologies--a development that would inevitably lead to a frightening racial nightmare.
                  Oppressed people cannot remain oppressed forever. The yearning for freedom eventually manifests itself, and that is what has happened to the American Negro. Something within has reminded him of his birthright of freedom, and something without has reminded him that it can be gained. Consciously or unconsciously, he has been caught up by the Zeitgeist, and with his black brothers of Africa and his brown and yellow brothers of Asia, South America and the Caribbean, the United States Negro is moving with a sense of great urgency toward the promised land of racial justice. If one recognizes this vital urge that has engulfed the Negro community, one should readily understand why public demonstrations are taking place. The Negro has many pent up resentments and latent frustrations, and he must release them. So let him march; let him make prayer pilgrimages to the city hall; let him go on freedom rides -and try to understand why he must do so. If his repressed emotions are not released in nonviolent ways, they will seek expression through violence; this is not a threat but a fact of history. So I have not said to my people: "Get rid of your discontent." Rather, I have tried to say that this normal and healthy discontent can be channeled into the creative outlet of nonviolent direct action. And now this approach is being termed extremist. But though I was initially disappointed at being categorized as an extremist, as I continued to think about the matter I gradually gained a measure of satisfaction from the label. Was not Jesus an extremist for love: "Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you." Was not Amos an extremist for justice: "Let justice roll down like waters and righteousness like an ever flowing stream." Was not Paul an extremist for the Christian gospel: "I bear in my body the marks of the Lord Jesus." Was not Martin Luther an extremist: "Here I stand; I cannot do otherwise, so help me God." And John Bunyan: "I will stay in jail to the end of my days before I make a butchery of my conscience." And Abraham Lincoln: "This nation cannot survive half slave and half free." And Thomas Jefferson: "We hold these truths to be self evident, that all men are created equal . . ." So the question is not whether we will be extremists, but what kind of extremists we will be. Will we be extremists for hate or for love? Will we be extremists for the preservation of injustice or for the extension of justice? In that dramatic scene on Calvary's hill three men were crucified. We must never forget that all three were crucified for the same crime--the crime of extremism. Two were extremists for immorality, and thus fell below their environment. The other, Jesus Christ, was an extremist for love, truth and goodness, and thereby rose above his environment. Perhaps the South, the nation and the world are in dire need of creative extremists.
                  I had hoped that the white moderate would see this need. Perhaps I was too optimistic; perhaps I expected too much. I suppose I should have realized that few members of the oppressor race can understand the deep groans and passionate yearnings of the oppressed race, and still fewer have the vision to see that injustice must be rooted out by strong, persistent and determined action. I am thankful, however, that some of our white brothers in the South have grasped the meaning of this social revolution and committed themselves to it. They are still all too few in quantity, but they are big in quality. Some -such as Ralph McGill, Lillian Smith, Harry Golden, James McBride Dabbs, Ann Braden and Sarah Patton Boyle--have written about our struggle in eloquent and prophetic terms. Others have marched with us down nameless streets of the South. They have languished in filthy, roach infested jails, suffering the abuse and brutality of policemen who view them as "dirty nigger-lovers." Unlike so many of their moderate brothers and sisters, they have recognized the urgency of the moment and sensed the need for powerful "action" antidotes to combat the disease of segregation. Let me take note of my other major disappointment. I have been so greatly disappointed with the white church and its leadership. Of course, there are some notable exceptions. I am not unmindful of the fact that each of you has taken some significant stands on this issue. I commend you, Reverend Stallings, for your Christian stand on this past Sunday, in welcoming Negroes to your worship service on a nonsegregated basis. I commend the Catholic leaders of this state for integrating Spring Hill College several years ago.
                  But despite these notable exceptions, I must honestly reiterate that I have been disappointed with the church. I do not say this as one of those negative critics who can always find something wrong with the church. I say this as a minister of the gospel, who loves the church; who was nurtured in its bosom; who has been sustained by its spiritual blessings and who will remain true to it as long as the cord of life shall lengthen.
                  When I was suddenly catapulted into the leadership of the bus protest in Montgomery, Alabama, a few years ago, I felt we would be supported by the white church. I felt that the white ministers, priests and rabbis of the South would be among our strongest allies. Instead, some have been outright opponents, refusing to understand the freedom movement and misrepresenting its leaders; all too many others have been more cautious than courageous and have remained silent behind the anesthetizing security of stained glass windows.
                  In spite of my shattered dreams, I came to Birmingham with the hope that the white religious leadership of this community would see the justice of our cause and, with deep moral concern, would serve as the channel through which our just grievances could reach the power structure. I had hoped that each of you would understand. But again I have been disappointed.
                  I have heard numerous southern religious leaders admonish their worshipers to comply with a desegregation decision because it is the law, but I have longed to hear white ministers declare: "Follow this decree because integration is morally right and because the Negro is your brother." In the midst of blatant injustices inflicted upon the Negro, I have watched white churchmen stand on the sideline and mouth pious irrelevancies and sanctimonious trivialities. In the midst of a mighty struggle to rid our nation of racial and economic injustice, I have heard many ministers say: "Those are social issues, with which the gospel has no real concern." And I have watched many churches commit themselves to a completely other worldly religion which makes a strange, un-Biblical distinction between body and soul, between the sacred and the secular.
                  I have traveled the length and breadth of Alabama, Mississippi and all the other southern states. On sweltering summer days and crisp autumn mornings I have looked at the South's beautiful churches with their lofty spires pointing heavenward. I have beheld the impressive outlines of her massive religious education buildings. Over and over I have found myself asking: "What kind of people worship here? Who is their God? Where were their voices when the lips of Governor Barnett dripped with words of interposition and nullification? Where were they when Governor Wallace gave a clarion call for defiance and hatred? Where were their voices of support when bruised and weary Negro men and women decided to rise from the dark dungeons of complacency to the bright hills of creative protest?"
                  Yes, these questions are still in my mind. In deep disappointment I have wept over the laxity of the church. But be assured that my tears have been tears of love. There can be no deep disappointment where there is not deep love. Yes, I love the church. How could I do otherwise? I am in the rather unique position of being the son, the grandson and the great grandson of preachers. Yes, I see the church as the body of Christ. But, oh! How we have blemished and scarred that body through social neglect and through fear of being nonconformists.
                  There was a time when the church was very powerful--in the time when the early Christians rejoiced at being deemed worthy to suffer for what they believed. In those days the church was not merely a thermometer that recorded the ideas and principles of popular opinion; it was a thermostat that transformed the mores of society. Whenever the early Christians entered a town, the people in power became disturbed and immediately sought to convict the Christians for being "disturbers of the peace" and "outside agitators."' But the Christians pressed on, in the conviction that they were "a colony of heaven," called to obey God rather than man. Small in number, they were big in commitment. They were too God-intoxicated to be "astronomically intimidated." By their effort and example they brought an end to such ancient evils as infanticide and gladiatorial contests. Things are different now. So often the contemporary church is a weak, ineffectual voice with an uncertain sound. So often it is an archdefender of the status quo. Far from being disturbed by the presence of the church, the power structure of the average community is consoled by the church's silent--and often even vocal--sanction of things as they are.
                  But the judgment of God is upon the church as never before. If today's church does not recapture the sacrificial spirit of the early church, it will lose its authenticity, forfeit the loyalty of millions, and be dismissed as an irrelevant social club with no meaning for the twentieth century. Every day I meet young people whose disappointment with the church has turned into outright disgust.
                  Perhaps I have once again been too optimistic. Is organized religion too inextricably bound to the status quo to save our nation and the world? Perhaps I must turn my faith to the inner spiritual church, the church within the church, as the true ekklesia and the hope of the world. But again I am thankful to God that some noble souls from the ranks of organized religion have broken loose from the paralyzing chains of conformity and joined us as active partners in the struggle for freedom. They have left their secure congregations and walked the streets of Albany, Georgia, with us. They have gone down the highways of the South on tortuous rides for freedom. Yes, they have gone to jail with us. Some have been dismissed from their churches, have lost the support of their bishops and fellow ministers. But they have acted in the faith that right defeated is stronger than evil triumphant. Their witness has been the spiritual salt that has preserved the true meaning of the gospel in these troubled times. They have carved a tunnel of hope through the dark mountain of disappointment. I hope the church as a whole will meet the challenge of this decisive hour. But even if thechurch does not come to the aid of justice, I have no despair about the future. I have no fear about the outcome of our struggle in Birmingham, even if our motives are at present misunderstood. We will reach the goal of freedom in Birmingham and all over the nation, because the goal of America is freedom. Abused and scorned though we may be, our destiny is tied up with America's destiny. Before the pilgrims landed at Plymouth, we were here. Before the pen of Jefferson etched the majestic words of the Declaration of Independence across the pages of history, we were here. For more than two centuries our forebears labored in this country without wages; they made cotton king; they built the homes of their masters while suffering gross injustice and shameful humiliation -and yet out of a bottomless vitality they continued to thrive and develop. If the inexpressible cruelties of slavery could not stop us, the opposition we now face will surely fail. We will win our freedom because the sacred heritage of our nation and the eternal will of God are embodied in our echoing demands. Before closing I feel impelled to mention one other point in your statement that has troubled me profoundly. You warmly commended the Birmingham police force for keeping "order" and "preventing violence." I doubt that you would have so warmly commended the police force if you had seen its dogs sinking their teeth into unarmed, nonviolent Negroes. I doubt that you would so quickly commend the policemen if you were to observe their ugly and inhumane treatment of Negroes here in the city jail; if you were to watch them push and curse old Negro women and young Negro girls; if you were to see them slap and kick old Negro men and young boys; if you were to observe them, as they did on two occasions, refuse to give us food because we wanted to sing our grace together. I cannot join you in your praise of the Birmingham police department.
                  It is true that the police have exercised a degree of discipline in handling the demonstrators. In this sense they have conducted themselves rather "nonviolently" in public. But for what purpose? To preserve the evil system of segregation. Over the past few years I have consistently preached that nonviolence demands that the means we use must be as pure as the ends we seek. I have tried to make clear that it is wrong to use immoral means to attain moral ends. But now I must affirm that it is just as wrong, or perhaps even more so, to use moral means to preserve immoral ends. Perhaps Mr. Connor and his policemen have been rather nonviolent in public, as was Chief Pritchett in Albany, Georgia, but they have used the moral means of nonviolence to maintain the immoral end of racial injustice. As T. S. Eliot has said: "The last temptation is the greatest treason: To do the right deed for the wrong reason."
                  I wish you had commended the Negro sit inners and demonstrators of Birmingham for their sublime courage, their willingness to suffer and their amazing discipline in the midst of great provocation. One day the South will recognize its real heroes. They will be the James Merediths, with the noble sense of purpose that enables them to face jeering and hostile mobs, and with the agonizing loneliness that characterizes the life of the pioneer. They will be old, oppressed, battered Negro women, symbolized in a seventy two year old woman in Montgomery, Alabama, who rose up with a sense of dignity and with her people decided not to ride segregated buses, and who responded with ungrammatical profundity to one who inquired about her weariness: "My feets is tired, but my soul is at rest." They will be the young high school and college students, the young ministers of the gospel and a host of their elders, courageously and nonviolently sitting in at lunch counters and willingly going to jail for conscience' sake. One day the South will know that when these disinherited children of God sat down at lunch counters, they were in reality standing up for what is best in the American dream and for the most sacred values in our Judaeo Christian heritage, thereby bringing our nation back to those great wells of democracy which were dug deep by the founding fathers in their formulation of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence.
                  Never before have I written so long a letter. I'm afraid it is much too long to take your precious time. I can assure you that it would have been much shorter if I had been writing from a comfortable desk, but what else can one do when he is alone in a narrow jail cell, other than write long letters, think long thoughts and pray long prayers?
                  If I have said anything in this letter that overstates the truth and indicates an unreasonable impatience, I beg you to forgive me. If I have said anything that understates the truth and indicates my having a patience that allows me to settle for anything less than brotherhood, I beg God to forgive me.
                  I hope this letter finds you strong in the faith. I also hope that circumstances will soon make it possible for me to meet each of you, not as an integrationist or a civil-rights leader but as a fellow clergyman and a Christian brother. Let us all hope that the dark clouds of racial prejudice will soon pass away and the deep fog of misunderstanding will be lifted from our fear drenched communities, and in some not too distant tomorrow the radiant stars of love and brotherhood will shine over our great nation with all their scintillating beauty.
                  Yours for the cause of Peace and Brotherhood, Martin Luther King, Jr.
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                  Thursday, September 6, 2012

                  dancing upon stars...


                  It is imperative to inundate oneself with the worldview of the culture and time you are studying. It is an acceptable challenge to do so. From a Western perspective, the caste system may seem unfair or discriminating. Much about Hindu culture may seem confusing or unethical. However, it is also necessary to realize that we may also be seen the same from the other side. With all of this in mind, I began my reading of the Bhagavad Gita.

                              I was interested in the emotions of Mahatma Gandhi regarding this sacred text as he is one of my heroes. He considered the Bhagavad Gita the “Mother to whom the children (humanity) turned to when in distress” (forward).

                              If Gita is to be considered the science of the soul, then the Bhagavad Gita is considered a sacred writing regarding this subject. The story begins with the dejection of Arjuna. He explodes in passionate rampage regarding the current state of society, concepts he is perplexed about and his duty as a warrior.

                              Lord Krishna rebukes him for his helpless despair but in turn takes pity upon him. He decides to show him secret and sacred things. So the meat of the most borrowed book in the great Library of London begins.

                              The Hindu culture is based on many sacred concepts but overall it is understood that one must strive for balance, harmony, the completion of your Samsara, and the eventual return to the state of Brahman.

                              Arjuna is eager to understand the state of a man with a stable mind such as these teachings would encourage. “One should be able to withdraw the senses from objects, like the tortoise withdraws all its limbs within” (p. 17).

                              One could argue that the caste system is segregation and that it does not allow equal opportunity. However, from the perspective of a Hindu, one begins at the lowest level of the system, and by performing his Dharma perfectly he may rise in the next lifetime to the next rung of the caste ladder. In a way, I could see this bringing peace because it is accepted you are to begin here, and you will complete this cycle with perfect dharma allowing you the chance to live in the next caste level next time around. You cannot look at the “superstars” of your culture and wish to be them. You have only the option of being the best you possible.

                              Within the same concept there is a greater force at work: “the eternal Brahmic state frees one from delusion forever” (p. 17).

                              Arjuna is torn, “my heart is overpowered by the taint of pity my mind is confused as to duty. I ask Thee tell me decisively what is good for me…” (p. 18). Perhaps, it is due to his humility that Lord Krishna decides to instruct this soul.

                              From a Western perspective, on may assume that a Dalit (lowest caste of untouchable) may feel worthless or hopeless or as though he does not belong. To me, it is amazing that if a Dalit performs his Dharma (duty) perfectly, he moves to the next level of the caste. The eventual goal of course is to move all the way through and be released from the Samsara (cycle of rebirth) to experience the liberation of Moksha.

                              “Just as man casts off worn-out clothes and puts on new ones, so also the embodied Self casts off worn-out bodies and enters others that are new” (p. 21). “This, the Indweller in the body of everyone is always indestructible…therefore, thou shouldst not grieve for any creature” (p. 22).

                              The practice of Yoga is a very large part of Hindu culture. The Bhagavad Gita highlights it encouraging that even a small amount of this knowledge will allow for focus, clarity and single-mindedness. “Yoga is skill in action” (p. 26).

                              “He whose mind is not shaken by adversity, who does not hanker after pleasures, and who is free from attachment, fear and anger is called a sage of steady wisdom” (p. 27). The grand concept is to release oneself from Moha (attachment).

                              Another Western misconception might be the idea that people within these segregated castes are not equal. To a sage, all beings are equivalent. “Sages look with an equal eye on a Brahmin endowed with learning and humility, on a cow, on an elephant, and even on a dog and an outcast” (p. 49). Lord Krishna is to be seen as “the friend of all beings…” (p. 51).

                              An important quality of perfect dharma would be to recognize that the duty is performed for the sake of the duty alone. One would not be granted completion of his dharma were one to be found completing his duty based on the fruit of the action. One must only complete dharma for the sake of doing one’s duty.

                              I am intrigued by the idea that one must be loyal to Self, rely on one Self to evolve and perform dharma, to pay mind to one’s karma and to break free from Moha. It is not a religion based on reliance upon an abstract Divine being but on one Self. It may take many births and many deaths to cycle through toward Moksha.

                              Through the conversation Arjuna has with Lord Krishna, he is enlightened by many conceptual truths. In the end, he has gained much understanding. However, the duality of our Divine and Human natures is represented in his statement toward the end of the Bhagavad Gita, “I am delighted having seen what has never been seen before; and yet my mind is distressed with fear…” (p. 93). To me, this represents the necessity of the cycles of Samsara because what the mind may understand the Spirit may have need to be quiet from.

                              Arjuna is advocated by Lord Krishna to “speak of the indestructible … tree, having its root above and branches below…” (p. 111). Divine beings housed within these fleshy bodies we are, and dancing upon the stars we are made of in our search for knowledge, we cycle through our lives, seeking peace.

                  Gilgamesh


                  Question: What do you think about Shiduri’s advice to Gilgamesh about how to cope with the reality of death? (168-169). Do you think this good advice? Why is Gilgamesh still unable to comprehend her at this stage of the story? Why does he still desire to see Utnapishtim?

                                  Shiduri said, “Gilgamesh where are you roaming? You will never find the eternal life you seek…Humans are born, they live, then they die, this is the order that the gods have decreed” (p. 168). She then continues by offering advice, telling Gilgamesh to live his life to the fullest. She suggests things such as wearing bright colors, bathing himself in oils, and offering himself fully to his wife’s embrace.

                                  Gilgamesh is vexed by her advice and perhaps empowered by the vehemence of his response. He is fueled by his grievance over the loss of Enkidu. He must find Utnapishtim. He must complete his quest. There is nothing Gilgamesh has ever been unable to do.

                                  Upon finding Utnapishtim, Gilgamesh is asked, “Why are your cheeks so hollow” (p. 174)? Gilgamesh, a mighty King, who was never beset by anything, faced the fear of the dreams he had because of Enkidu. He continued on valiantly because of the interpretation Enkidu offered him. Now, he suffers the loss of his friend, his confidante, his equal.

                                  After Enkidu died, Gilgamesh refused to bury him in case his grief was enough to bring him back to life. Gilgamesh, who has conquered all, must finally face the one thing he cannot conquer as Enkidu is buried. He mourns, “I cannot bear what happened to my friend- I cannot bear what happened to Enkidu- so I roam the wilderness in my grief” (p. 175).

                                  As human beings, some of us are possessed with a drive to conquer all, to rise above all obstacles. Gilgamesh, a mighty warrior had remained victorious over all he had been confronted with. His relationship with Enkidu brought his life to a whole new level of awareness. Together, they faced and killed Humbaba; together they slayed the Bull of Heaven. Two greater friends could not be found. Yet, in Enkidu’s death, Gilgamesh was forever changed.

                                  Shiduri’s advice was sound; however, impossible to follow. Had Gilgamesh simply returned to his land, to his home, to his power, he never would have satisfied the burning of the question, “Must I die too” (p. 159)?

                                  It is our undying curiosity, our thirst for life that allows us the strength for the journey. We are creatures of the hunt with a burning need to remain victorious.

                                  In a life where Gilgamesh had conquered every challenge, he was offered the depth of Enkidu’s friendship. The journey the two had taken had opened Gilgamesh’s eyes to things he had never imagined. Enkidu’s death saw Gilgamesh face fears he had never dreamed possible. His grief fueled a quest that may not have ended with eternal life; however, it was the quest itself that mattered. Never would have Gilgamesh been able to dress himself in bright colors, or enjoy the embrace of his wife had he not attempted with all his might to vindicate the death of Enkidu. Never would he have returned victorious had he not journeyed to cheat his own inescapable death. The power of life rests in the quest. The understanding is the journey.

                                  We see in Gilgamesh the ability to give it all the strength you have. We see in Gilgamesh the ability to face all of our fears. We see that even the strongest men need the bond of honorable friendship. We see in Gilgamesh the thirst for the quest. May we all seek to answer even the toughest of life’s questions. May we all walk hard until the journey is done.