Tuesday, November 6, 2018

What it means to me to be a Christian...


            Jesus the Christ was a Jew. He was a reformist. He was not a Christian. Christian to me is an ugly, blood-ridden word. It comes with a history of slaughter and theft. It stole from other cultures rituals and sacraments that were considered sacred. However, the love of Christ supersedes all boundaries. Christ’s love is matchless. It is pure. It is not bound by ethnic background, sexual preference, social status, education, or religious beliefs. Christ is the Divinity within us all. Our exponential potential breathes life because of Christ. Christ is the Son, the Sun, and the light that emanates from the eyes of those who see.  
            So, I could never say that I am a Christian. I must be honest in this delivery. I can say however that I am proud to be a follower of the Christ. The grace that flows like a river from the love of the Divine can set everyone free. Salvation is, to me, a tributary that leads us (when followed) to our exponential potential. As Howard Thurman says in The Search for Common Ground we all have that innate potential. We all have the choice to honor or deny it. To me being a follower of Christ means a commitment to honoring Spirit. It means a commitment to the search for truth. It means possessing the integrity to serve righteousness regardless of the consequences.
            The weight of being a follower of the Christ requires us often to walk alone. It requires us to emanate light in a dark world. It asks of us to practice our faith even if the whole world is dead set against us. More than anything else, it asks of us to be ready to offer up our lives for the justice of the cause. It inspires us to love all. Christ did not segregate his love. Christ loved the sinner when no one else would. Mary Magdalene washed his feet with her hair. Christ did not tell those who were in same sex relationships that they were not worthy to receive the gift of the sacrifice he made. He did not tell African Americans that they were not worthy of his grace. He did not tell the poor that they were too poor to understand spiritual freedom. Christ loved all.
            Christ led by example. He led by parable. He loved all and forgave all but he also raged. He also wept in the garden. Christ’s love has no earthly definition. To me, being a follower of the Christ means I am a work in progress involved in a mystery so great, so profound,  and so pure that I cannot possibly understand it yet. The brilliance to me is the unveiling, the slow unwrapping of the Great Mystery. The beauty of the journey is not in the arriving, it is in every slow step (whether painful or beautiful) in the process toward our exponential potential.

Surround Sound

We certainly have the power to choose who we allow to surround us in life. I have a tight inner circle and I am grateful for every single soul! We often choose to allow someone in our life however that takes more than gives, is not really on our wavelength, has different goals or visions to the point where it detracts from ours, etc. Unfortunately in so many of those moments instead of recognizing how our choice affected the outcome, we turn to blaming that person. No one can cause us to backslide. We choose to or we choose not to. It's like that proverbial parental line, "if so and so jumped off a bridge would you follow them?" We all answer a resounding "of course not!" but in our lives we often do choose to jump off that proverbial bridge. It does not matter what happens in life, whether we are beaten, raped, homeless, abused, cheated on, lied to, or misunderstood. No one makes our choices for us except US! So next time we go to blame another soul for our own terrible behavior, we should probably remember that there are those three proverbial fingers pointed back at us! May we all get stronger every day. May we lift one another to the light. May we surround ourselves with what is best for us and take responsibility every day for the good or bad ways that we choose to behave. May we all continue forward toward our exponential potential! It is our time to rise.

Thursday, June 14, 2018

Don't get old!

While aging is not an option, how we age certainly is. People are always having an ache or pain and when asked what is wrong, there is a common response, "I'm just getting old". NOOOOOO! I answer with the same story every time. My great grandmother was 89 and still winning ballroom dance competitions. My Nanny (as we lovingly called her) looked like she was in her 60's well into her 80's. She would often compete against people in their 20's. I believe it was Steve Miller who sang, if you never slow down, you never grow old. Keep dancing everyone! How we live our lives certainly matters. Yes, of course, genetics play a role. More than anything else, I firmly believe that our mental state drastically effects how we age. May we all live long and productive lives! ~~*~~ Namaste

Lucifer's Eyes

I once saw the KRST (pronounced Christ) in Lucifer's eyes
I once heard the truth in the Devil's lies
I once felt the anguish in an angel's sigh
And here we are asking God why
But my why is not an angry fist at the sky
My why is not a wail nor a cry
My why is a plea down on bended knee
Begging the Universe to guide me please
So many of us lack social graces
Hide behind a mask
Wear so many faces
Talk a big game while we goin' small places
Wastin' our time like pencil erasers
Chasin' that high till we all the way down
If a soul falls in the forest,
Does it make a sound?
How profound!
Here we are gods in this limited form
An ancient soul reborn
We swarm like flies to drama these days
Say so many things we should never say
Do so many things the dramatic way
What can I say?
It seems we are swayed by
Insignificant things
Spend our money and our time on
Insignificant things
Write catchy little rhymes about
Insignificant things
While the world changes around us rapidly
Our never noticing
We flock to the media and believe their lies
Eyes wide open
But we never realize
Whispered words spoken by prophets wise
We should look up and see
The signs of the times
Go ahead, rewind that back!
Grab your bricks and build them stacks
Unification is all we lack
I'm gonna stay on my knowledge till the codex cracks
There's only one way the human race will be saved
That's if we remember we are one race in the first place
From the delta of the Nile we all originate
Africa runs through the blood of even the whites who hate
But wait! Did you think I was done?
What you plannin' to do with that gun?
There's only one way that peace will be born
That's if we fix ourselves and keep on goin'
Keep on flowin' like the river Nile
Remember our divinity and do it in style
It is our time to rise!

Tuesday, June 12, 2018

Keep Us Separated (work in progress)

Politics
Or rather parlor tricks
They got us chasin' down
A pile of sticks
Faggots
That's what it used to mean
Now everything we say
Is segregate and mean
They love us to demean
Keep us separated
By country, class
Color, Creed
They got us chasin' greed
Put all the rats in the rat race
Wish 'em all godspeed
Good grief!
There's more war than peace
Feedin' us a plate of grease
Wonderin' why
We all have heart disease
Say God bless
Every time we sneeze
But all they wanna do is
Keep us on our knees
Keep us appeased
With money, clothes, cars and things
Oh! the American dream
Listen as the children scream
"Just ten cents a day this child could feed"
But go ahead and smoke your weed
Drink your liquor
Never sicker
But we have got to have the quick fix sticker
Thicker thighs and wallets too
Go ahead be honest 'bout what they done to you
Parlor shoes
But you still can choose
To be poor and score that brand new noose
New to you
Don't you dare go on and hit that snooze
'Cause you've got lots to do
Lots to proove
Got to cop another brand new pair of shoes
Lots to lose
When they say the banks are closed
What we gonna do?
Where we gonna move?
But they won't care at all
They'll all be comfy on the moon
Or maybe Mars
When the system cracks
It won't matter what kind of car
You chose to drive
Or how many times you could afford to get high
Or how many dimes you gave away
Or how many shots could make you sway
I've got to say
We waste our time and money
On insignificant things
Write catchy little rhymes
About insignificant things
While the world changes rapidly around us all
And we ain't even noticing
It's time for that bird to sing
The pendulum is about to swing
Hardcore to the other side
We put a hole in the ozone
And opened wide
"Say Ah, little girl"
This won't hurt a bit
They laughin' as we chokin' on
That pile of shit
Puddle of spit
And they had us convinced
This was the American Dream

Power to Pray

In between parched, pressed lips
The tip of my tongue sticks
To the roof of my mouth
I'm devout
In everything I do
So even my sadness is the truth
You waltzed into my life
With your deep and penetrating eyes
Like a lone wolf
You skirted the sidelines
Weaving in and out of my consciousness
You were a mixture
Of overwhelming pain
And penetrating bliss
This is not what I asked for
But I must believe
That since we are here
It is everything I need
And now your seed grows in my belly
And soon
Unto us a child will be born
So I could scorn this chapter
In my life
Or I can decide to press forward
And survive
On every breath I take
I thrive
Making the best of everything
That keeps me alive
In between pulsating pixels
I glimpse this ever growing picture
Sipping on my mixture
Of aloe and ginger
Whispering wishes to the sky
In between pressed pages
Of penetrating truth
My soul simply prays for you
Praying that we would be happy and blessed
Loving together
As we pass every test
Laughing and living as we build and grow
That of us true love
Our daughter will know
So let me check the cadence
Of your hundred percent
Let me check the fruits of your labor
To ensure they don't ferment
Let me stretch my soul
Toward yours and bend
Like a flower in the direction of your love
So I slip on my gloves
For my carpal tunnel
And funnel my anger
Into the piano and play
Sway me not with your
Sweet talk and poetry
But sway me rather
With your level of honesty
Promise me you will always
Offer up your best
In between pressed flowers and you
Lies the energy that offered me
The power to pray

Lost (written 9/20/17)

My soul has lost its flavor
My eyes her prize
My years have lost their wisdom
My heart its size
My voice has lost its timber
My story has lost its lure
My legs lost their volition
My heart its pure
My fingers can't find the piano
My lips have nothing to say
My passion is unfolding
I never wanted it this way
Say something to make me listen
Sing a song that brings me back
Walk a mile in my shoes
And see why my shoulders sag
Dance in the reign of my teardrop
Sleep in the depth of my cry
Ask me any question
Just look me in the eye
Sigh one sentence foward
Slip into my realm
Guide me to the deck of my ship
Help me reclaim my helm
I'll be damned
If they find me sinking
Damned if they discover me ghost
My life has been so much sorrow
But its the magic I loved the most
Carry me through my slumber
Carry me to my shore
Let me rise to claim my freedom
Let me be broken no more