Ration

Ration me up a
Portion of your love
Spiritually uplift my wings
To ethereal realms above
Cover me with kisses sweet
Meet me in between
Pages written by only us
We say what they mean
Speak me into existence
En-trance me with your speech
Heat my soul to vibrant hue
Show me what love means
Unseemly it is for me to cry
This way when I'm alone
I zone into my flood of tears
And feel lonely in my home
Hone in upon my happiness
And sometimes slip away
Leave the clutch of darkness
For a while a brighter place
Sooth say myself to happiness
Still currents underneath
Darkest waters, yes that I
Perhaps, have ever seen
The ends to the means
Of this madness
May this sadness slip away
May I love myself just enough
To be happy alone, today