Ambien

Breaking down spoken pieces
Words gone arye
These thoughts of mine
Never stop
Inside this rapid cycling brain
Well suited to my name
Go ahead & call me Rain
My pain is the Mother's tears
Years of built up emotion
Oceans of energy
Remembering me
In every orifice of this life
My strife is only due
To those things done incorrectly
And I continue suspecting
When we're going to do this right
Sight over sound
I am glad that you found me
Now
I am awake but still dreaming
Finding meaning in every image
Presented to me like puzzle pieces
Releasing hope
For a picture completed
Seating floats through memories
Competing for space
In my cognitive race
Waiting for a page in my journal
To write themselves remembered
Relevant to all things unsaid
Unspoken but never broken
We are not the spokes in the wheel
We are the vehicles of change
Rearranging Tetris pieces
Until I am as effective
As I ever will be
These wings of freedom
Sing new melodies
Harmony yet unsung
Sleep with me
And by that I mean
Lay next to me and close your eyes
Ride waves of cloud consciousness
Restlessness dissipates
And pillows of dreams
Mean I will wake up
Ready to face the day
Clay pots rot over time
Holding wine
But I feel sublime
When I sleep at your side
Tides roll in and out
Of mindful thought
Wrought with circadian rhythms
And hearts brought to their knees
Freezing time
Present in the moment at hand
I feel restless
Longing to shake this state
Anticipating movement
Moving on the the next page
This chapter written
Doors open
Next phase
Trying so hard to ammend
My anxiety ridden ways
I breathe heavy these days
So many thoughts
Clogging my neural passageways
Keep my hope at bay
Their hatred cannot
Bury my brightest day
It comes in waves
All i want is for it to go away
Hear what I say?
Actively participate
In solving the maze
Better and better as I sway
Saying words to encourage my soul to stay
You were my greatest Zeitgeber
For my circadian soul day
Rhythm concentrated
As my heart began to sway
Amber odds were against me
And I wish I could've stayed
Against your chest
Divest my best
Rest in your bed that day
Mabye you wouldn't have decided
To play chicken with our flesh
Buffalo wild wings singing songs
A destiny less divine
I miss you all the time
Cycle upside down
I long to escape
I am already far from this place
No desire for time to waste
No desire to run the rat race
Spaces in between the noise
Conversations with lonely boys
No size or season for moral spoils
I need coils of recalcitration
You create a sensation in the
Base of my spine
But love is more than the
Tingling time spent yearning
I am annoyed with ordinary life
I need dancing hippie grass music
Fed by sunshine and water
Hopeful conversations filled with harmony
Advancing thoughts of world order
Progressive change
And peace filled momentum
I am persuing personal achievment
Checking my meter daily
Quarter feeding seeds for the sewing
Rowing my boat harder, stronger
Enjoying the moment more as I go
This Ambient life of mine